Cecilia Lazuli Phoenixtransition from the GreenlandSomething I know, with near-certainty, is that I will not look back on these days in retrospect and think to myself: “what the hell was I…14 min read·Dec 2, 2020----
Cecilia Lazuli Phoenixboys and menI think, in all considerable belief, both my parents as well as my upbringing are the root of my confusion; regarding boys, and men…26 min read·Nov 28, 2020----
Cecilia Lazuli PhoenixBorderline Schizoid‘’I feel cut off completely. Snatched from the umbilical cord of faith. Nobody understands, and nobody is here to catch me if I fall. I am…11 min read·Sep 5, 2020--1--1
Cecilia Lazuli PhoenixYou will never knowI’ve wrote you down before, I should have learned by now1 min read·Jan 16, 2020--1--1
Cecilia Lazuli PhoenixPersona Non GrataJust when you think you may have succeeded at something, life tends to kick you in the face. And although it hurts and confuses the hell…12 min read·Jul 24, 2019----
Cecilia Lazuli PhoenixAn illustration of LonelinessI have been out of hospital for nearly a month now. Things have been very up and down, and a lot has happened over the past few weeks.16 min read·Jul 16, 2019----
Cecilia Lazuli PhoenixExistential hope? (pt. iii)There isn’t much to do when in a psych ward. It is easy to feel lonely and bored, once the novelty of constantly reading, watching movies…11 min read·Jul 15, 2019----
Cecilia Lazuli PhoenixThis ‘Borderline’ businessBefore I conclude my trilogy of blogs on the theme of Existentialism, I feel it is first necessary to provide context, with an annotation…13 min read·Jun 20, 2019----